Hi friends its been shocking and sorrowful to inform you that my father is more in this world. He take his last breath at 2:35 pm on 11.03.2011, everything seems lost and empty. The moment i saw this i wouldn't able to believe that my father is no more with me, after struggling from cancer for 4-5 month finally he defeated in this war of cancer. Sudden demise of my father put my whole family in trouble my Mom, sister are crying aside and i was stared them and console them at that moment of time. I controlled my emotion at that time as i have to be strong at that point of time. By the it’s hard to understand what to do what no to do. I and my sisters intimate this news to all my relatives and others. The last salute funeral of my father take place on the same day evening in Dhamtari Shanti Ghat. It was totally unbelieving/ sorrowful that i was holding the body of my father on my shoulders and few people were giving their shoulder to carry away their body for last destination. After funeral all the villagers of haldi and my chaca were accumulated at one place and discussing and arguing against the decision of funeral in Dhamtari. They opposed irrespective of knowing that there is much troubleful situation family is facing now. Inspite of that they are arguing on the matter again and again its seems that they have no feelings of condolence and lost of one of his dearest. They are just fighting for their respect and dignity which they never deserved for me after seeing the entire scenario. What a culture we have to follow the others view i.e. to feed the meal to whole relatives, villagers and other family member at that point of time when everything seems lost and most dreadful, embarrassing moment of life. It feels so bad that the people like them have such inferior & cheap thinking that they always want bad for that family who are under more embarrassing situation. Meanwhile another matter arise on tejnahan and panchnahan program as they want everything at village but I have and god have another view. At last it goes in favor of us and program take place in dhamtari. But still rivalries and fighting for that but at last everything settle down calmly.
I have lost my father is one of the most bitter truth of my life. I have lost the man who is behind my good education and successive career. He always wanted me in good job at good post and with handsome salary, that dream is yet to come true. Apart from that he wanted both of their daughter could get marry soon but his dreams became unfulfilled and I take an oath that I will try to fulfill all the responsibilities which he has left to me.
His blessing and his motto of life will always been inspiration for me throughout my life.
Come to our family again waiting for you and hope to have the father like you in every regeneration of my life.
Father like u is precious. I am proud to get father like you. You were such a positive inspiration of my life. Although you are not with me but you will always exists in my heart in terms of moral support and motivation.
God bless his soul
Love u “PAPA”
Yours loving son “ Ravi”
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